I am confused. But I dont know what I am confused about.
I want to say a few words, but my tongue feels tied, my mind goes blank.
Even the given DVDs dont appeal to me at all.
And so I am just lying here, feeling lethargic, feeling lazy.
I am longing for someone. But he’s simply beyond my reach.
I have nothing to hold on to, for I believe in nothing.
I dont pray, I dont wish, I dont hope.
I am hungry, and I dont know what I am hungry for. . . .